Watch what you say
I never asked him to my place
He just invited himself
in and I didn't have much say
f_ _k you if you think
I had anything to do
with his
deciding he had a right
to my body
you don't get to say that
without hearing
what I have to say back
And you don't get
to hurt me a second time
by blaming me for his act
so you better take it back
and you better watch what you say
cause I'm not going away
t.
The little girls name is Destiny,
She was 10 years old
She died on 1-15-04
Please open up your ears and open your heart as I am about to start……………………
When everything is Dark Outside
When everything is dark outside
Her mommy can’t be her guiding light
Cause she’s lost in the nightlife of
Pcp and crack sells
And God knows any other types of drugs
Daddy cant save her cause he left mommy
And when he left he did me a favor
By not remembering me
And im glad
Causes when he died I didn’t fill bad
Causes he was a stranger
So he can’t save me
I didn’t cry, but
That day a part of me did die too.
When everything is dark outside
I call to the angles to be my guiding light
I know I have a lil sister or brother coming
But mommy feeds it seeds of demonsie
So he will probably will be blind or cant be able to breath
But I just hope God will set it free, let it be…..!
Mommie can’t even take care of me…
So as I grow up and fill out, her friends
Laugh and smile after they get buzzed out
I know they don’t see me as the little girl
Who was always –n- the way anymore
They try to reach out and grab me mentally
With the things that they say
I watch lifetime so that’s not all right
I know this is the message from my
Guardian angle telling me to start leaving
This place
When everything is dark outside
It doesn’t mean, the night or the moon filled sky
It means my life is dark when I open my eyes
I just can’t cry any more tears against pain
But when I am dreaming I see all kinds of lights white, bright lights
Guiding me where angles fly free and sing songs
Lucino Pavorittie and Denise Graves could sing
See I also forgot to tell you when my mom and dad
Had me
They gave me the lifespan of a rose in the summer heat
U see Destiny is infected with HIV
So angles, watch over mommie cause im growing wings
When everything is dark outside ………………………
I gotta fly free
Author Jay T. Howard-Brock
Getting up sometimes is hard to do
I open my eyes and the light is blurred
By the shade that fell over my heart
Even though I say today is supposed to be another day
I get ready for school and carry the broken pieces
Of myself on my back with the rest of my stuff
It’s always the same
Trying to block the thoughts that cloud my brain
Like dew or rain or smoke that fills and takes
All the space in my lungs till I can’t breathe
Thinking of all the things he did to me
When no one was home
And they gave him some time
But not before he stole some of me
And took it with him to his cage
He’s in his prison and I’m in mine
-Anonymous
